possibly bad music

musings of my lower self

It's interesting that jesus put the devil in the pig before it ran down the hill and i guess died or did different things in the gospels but it's also interesting he said its not what goes in but what comes out that defiles a being but i said that its also interesting that my armpits start to smell kind of disgusting in a specific way if i allow polish sausage into my body

some tribes say the wild boar is the spirit animal of the sociopath and ive heard from i guess two maybe three sources now that its not of this world but it seems according to my conversations with chatgpt that even the wild board [and mosquito too [because they polinate swamp flowers -me] -me] are reciprocal in nature

and the wild board does go beyond this but when it comes down to it isnt shitting and dying enough to be reciprocal on this planet and why does the funeral industry make it so hard for me to just fuck off and be eaten by worms i feel ive wanted this for far longer than since ive heard alan watts [the real one not the foundations ai] say it i feel it harms my death karma my rotting corpse may be my only real contribution this timeline

I was reading one of these articles about the reactionaries and their back-and-forth policy stuff i think it was pentagons and testosterone but it doesnt matter which but anyway it triggered a meditation on the bread and circuses that are contemporary united states politics and it occured to me that there is an interesting parallel between flip flopping on maybe lightning-rod headlinable political positions and the sequent warpig-pinata cash explosion coming out of the social media FAANG keyboard war from the political change that never happened and the sequent warpig-pinata cash explosion coming out of the northrop-boeing-lockheed "war" weapons that are built with no intention of "winning" whatever that means when you dont care what happens as long as you got to shoot your guns

in the words of HuDost maybe we should starve the fear and feeding and leave the mob they're leading or in other words all parasites require a host stop just stop reacting to reactionaries its like a chain reaction or maybe we could say reactionary ping-pong

There is a restroom archive at https://restroomarchive.com feel free to add your own updates also dont forget about the earth, compost toilets and the humanure handbook also a cathole is 6-8" deep if you are shitting near a river or other water source or really anywhere with some dirt because really who knows


The Sony MDR-EX14AP Wired In-ear Earbud Headphones with Microphone, Black [still available in most or many walmart stores] are the best headphones ever because they not only do not require recharging or any power source outside that which is near universally guaranteed by the existence of a 3.5mm headphone jack but also the audio is actually better than the $million airpods 4 ANC that i threw off my balcony [cracking the shitty case [because an internet communist said they wouldnt take him seriously wearing airpods [but we love him no matter what headphones he wears -meh] -nar]] because i can make out speech with these headphones that i really never understood before on my airpods4anc in music on my bandcamp fan account and also because they are only 14.88 but please don't pay any attention to the fact that 14-88 is a common white supremacist code and walmart have kept not only this price but other prices fixed at 14.88 for FOUR TO FIVE YEARS and commonly set new prices to 14.88 since there are no bad omens in the universe and 1 means new beginnings 4 is angels and 88 is superabundance which really does sound like something hitler would hijack but the devil is surely [or shoughlly if you brushed your teeth today] weak according to the Quran which is definitely not my book according to the sufis who telepathically sensed me picking it up to win a war then warned me not to pick it up [which i heeded [but then didnt [at which point i had my first remote-viewing experience of remote viewing the devil or some other demonic entity remote-viewing me in my bed while sleeping]]] did you know hitler wanted to be an artist [a painter, actually [and wow, he was really quite good; what a gentle soul -mehtanar] -nar] bitch hated politics all said and done thats fughDAMNshough [i brushed my teeth today] HITLER WAS A VERY FINE.... artist

oh p.s. this same sufi said i had hitler's birth chart but i have no idea what that fucking means fuck you go fucking spin around in a circle or something leave me alone